Im not the same anymore. It has come down to a point that I am the one who’s breaking my rules and all I can do is sit n play the blame game.Its easier said than done…often there are things you cannot look past…I cannot look past. And every passing day just scratches my wound.Every little thing you do just arouses this inferno inside me which I cant handle and I behave like a psychopath. I feel like tearing things apart. I feel like choking you to death. and thats the sick animal you've made me and u had no bloody right to do so.Some people just grow in years...their brains stay stuck and then when they try to act smart...its a public comedy show.Today i feel like returning the favor , i wanna deprive you of every small thing u deserve and make you pay for it.You fake evry sorrow, you pretend to suffer and its child's play for you now.At times I just press the escape button and get out of your shit coz every justification you give just makes it worse.Every morning I convince myself that its just another mishap.And every morning I lie to myself.You just dont deserve to smile....
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The more I read the more I think the more I think the more I want but I keep my distance cause its very plain I wish there was a way to change or even play a different game my heart is hidden no longer a burning flame I have a dream but no longer can accept the fame I just have to try to tame the feeling I have every time I hear you name I'm a helpless writer with feelings for another I respect her situation but we always want her more than the other.....dont forget the helpless writer cause he believes that there is more to the story you just ended it a little too early got more to say but no way to make you listen but passsion is fire and lust is pain but you got me thinking so u got both my brains no more is there only physical but now a mental attraction radiating from my soul just writing thing is more expression than spoken words but there a words and can only do so much but just wish it could have been different cause I more to say and I know you got as well...............
hmmm..
Why all this sad poetry?
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