A change

Yes I changed my hair color again,,,for those of you that know me you all know in the past 6 months i've change my hair color like 4 times already....

Yes once again.

once again I try to change

I ry to convince myself that everything will be ok

I keep on changing, I keep on growing but

my heart stays the same

It dosent change color

and it dosent seem to heal

How can I convince others that what they may see in the outside

dosent come close to what I feel in the inside

I hide in my sould and surround myself with fears and agony

I want to change

I want to be happy for once

I want to...

I just want to.. wrap myself in my heart and forever stay there.....