Am depressed but not suicidal.. because i couldn't possibly make myself care enough that I'm alive to summon up the energy to off myself, not that i could.. You can wish for death but its like wishing for sleep, a sense of exhaustion so profound that your whole body aches, and just as sleep does some exhausted nights death eludes you, it is right there you feel it but it wont come close enough and if you have the energy to cry thats why....
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