Monday, September 14, 2009

Hold me now!


Hold me now
and stay
right here
and believe
what i can believe
cuz i don't
wanna be alone
anymore
its late
but i don't want to sleep
can we talk
so i don't have to think
and i want u to know
that i need you now!
yeah now!

Friday, September 11, 2009

Am depressed...that all


Am depressed but not suicidal.. because i couldn't possibly make myself care enough that I'm alive to summon up the energy to off myself, not that i could.. You can wish for death but its like wishing for sleep, a sense of exhaustion so profound that your whole body aches, and just as sleep does some exhausted nights death eludes you, it is right there you feel it but it wont come close enough and if you have the energy to cry thats why....