Did you know?

did you know?...

did you know that I secretly cry and tear myself to shreds every night?

did you know that behind my seemingly warm happy eyes lies a broken innocent, ravaged by many sinful hands?

did you know that I loathe you for disposing and abandoning me in this forsaken hell?

did you know that I bleed for you, that I dwell in this eternal pain for you, that you bind me to this duty?

did you know that you intertwined you and I and left me to take care of our withering souls?

did you know that for every smile I forcefully press against my face a slit is placed upon my delicate skin?

did you know that everyday you kill apart of who I am, that every time you scream at my wrenching, contorting face I grow number?

do you even know that I exist anymore?