Warped and twisted

Harsh words & violent blows Hidden secrets nobody knows Eyes are open, hands are fistedDeep inside I'm warped & twisted So many tricks & so many liesToo many whens & too many whysNobody's special, nobody's gifted I'm just me, warped & twisted Sleeping awake & choking on a dream Listening loudly to a silent scream Call my mind, the number's unlisted Lost in someone so warped & twisted On my knees, alive but dead Look at the invisible blood I've bled I'm not gone, my mind has drifted Don't expect much, I'm warped & twisted Burnt out, wasted, empty, & hollowToday's just yesterday's tomorrow The sun died out, the ashes sifted I'm still here, warped & twisted

escape

I want to escape

from this reality

I want to pretend

that i'm someone else

this emptines

keeps on drowing me

I 'm not the same

anymore!!

oh,Am EMO

I know the image can be quite disturbing....sorry but this image expresses the poem



You diss
I slit my wrist
When you cause me pain
I slit the left vain You break my heart
That’s where it starts
When you pretend To care Well how do you dare
It’s just not fair So I remain
So damn silent
See my stain It was very violent
I’m just a shadow
A part of the past
A part that could never last
My trickling blood Is dripping fast
I hear a thud I just lie and stare
I cry
And wonder why
Why should I be the one to go
Oh, because I’m emo…

EMO aGain..

Faded memories,

and everlasting scars.

That of which you bare to me

I no longer blame.

You are my flame

and I cannot hold you any longer.

You gave me life

-- took it for granted.

Sitting alone,

glaring at my mirrored image.

What has become of me?

I dont know

Express this

Just had to express!!!!

As My Pain starts to worsen-
I Start to take out a blade-
I Relize i cant live without you-
As my wrists start to bleed-
My old scars begin to Fade-
I Lay On The Floor-
Bleeding to death-
With noone around-
To see my last breath.

Masquerade

As I sink into the shadows,

the music begins to fade.

The people have all left me,

and so ends this masquerade.

My reality sinks in now.

This illusion is no more.

As I look into the mirror,

I cannot give myself a name.

Through all these lies I've hidden,

and lost myself in shame.

set aside is my pain,

so remains this saddened guilt

I'm alone

I am alone,
so very alone
I hurt,so very bad
I am ignored,
just thrown aside
I am lonely,
there is no one close,
no one sees the pain
I cry,
hope is gone
I am alone,
and no one knows

No label

The sky has left my hands

well you have no more reasons to love me

the left side of my bed is empty

and on the right side your picture insists on talking to me

You tell me that at night you get cold

but the worst is that i sleep with you

you say you dont want to get use to me

but dam am already use to you

dont worry about me

i will be ok

you could leave

i want to thank you for sharing those times with me

i promise i would never forget you

i give you my faith

just in case you might need it

or in case you want to come back

i will be waiting right here in the same spot.

Cant belive

The more.... you detach yourself...

the more..... I seem to sink at my knees....

It's like.... we're tripping on two different drugs...

But...

we both are experiencing a trip...nevertheless.

I cant belive that you......

you choked my throat,

Cut it off

and then asked me to breathe..

Mejor Beso

No te vi

Solo te senti

y no ubo nada mas que decir

Mas supe que eras

aquel sueno

por lo que tanto sone

por lo que tanto imagine

Te amo

Shes the girl

shes the girl, who cries every night and sings the most soulful song one would ever hear. she scratch the insides of her hands and stay hidden behind her tuft of hair just so that people don't see her swollen eyes. she looks at her phone every second minute hoping it would ring and when she realizes it wouldn't she just turn it to silent mode and throws it away. Some days she jumps into bed and talks to herself. Making plans about the future. Playing scenes and conversations.
I know her.


Thank you Misanthrope..

Confession from a sad soul

I use to be scared of the darkness

but yet thats where I would always find peace

but not anymore,

my thoughs haunt me everywhere I go

everywhere i hide,

they always tend to find me

The thruth is i am not scared of the darkness anymore

because

I have no light in my life

when pain Is everything you've ever felt

pain dosen't hurt aymore

I guess I'm immune to it

but I just want to sleep

I just want to sleep like a 4 year old.

Wrap myself within my arms and get lost

forever.

I just......want to sleep..

Doris and I

Doris is the one that goes to school

I m the one that stays home

Doris is the one that smiles

But i'm the one that cries

Doris talks

I stay quiet

Doris laughs with happiness

I sream in despair

Doris eats

I never hunger

Doris sleeps

I stay awake

Doris is lively

But am numb!!