Could you be the one?

It's going to be hard to forget

And pick up the pieces he left

Could you be the one to teach

How to love again and forget?

Could you be the one to come

And mend my broken heart?

Are you willing to piece together

What another broke apart?

It won't be an easy job,

you see My road has been long and rough

And the heart that was once so soft

Is now shut, locked, and tough

But I can feel my heart open again

It's opening for you

Just come in,

and love me back

That's all you have to do

Serenity?

I'm tired of the pain that lingers inside

I'm neither seen nor heard but a soul that's died,

I try so hard not to be pushed aside

But I trip and fall and again I am denied,

If once you would just open your eyes

And actually see me and look past the lies,

I am definitely not as strong as I'd like to be

but please pull me forward and let me be free!

you

I diditn see you,

I just felt you,

and that was more than enough

I knew you were my dream

the one ive always wanted

the one ive always imagined

and for that i want to thank you

for making my dream come true

i love you!

To understand

The poem below was written by Angell reason why i wanted to share it here is bacause i think we all feel like this sometimes and today i felt exactly like the poem says......

As we lead our different lives

There are days when all is wrong

When nothing seems right

When you feel like

The deep blue sky will fall on you

Yet you don't seem to mind

When the unexpected happens

When you worst fears become reality

When your dreams are shattered to pieces

When you realize

That you can't have all you want

When they tell you"I told you so"

For believing in what they call foolish dreams

When they tell you to grow up

When they tell you to deal with it

When they say give it up and move on

You look at the stars and you softly cry

Saying that life isn't for those who give up

You wipe your tears and take a deep breath

As you say to yourself "You can't have all you want

But you can never give upon trying to have as much as you can......"

By Angell

Mental prison

Statistics!

Brake this confusion barrier

This mental prison

I have created this wall for myself

I have segregated myself from the unknown,

I have built these four walls that now surrounds me

they surround

my heart

my soul

and

my mind

frustration,

disconsolation,

isolation,

and the forth one

elimination,

these are my walls

and they have taken over me!

Someone else

Have you ever wished you were someone else?

Someone other than yourself

Have you ever wanted to get away?

To be someone else for a day.

Does it seem like your lane is always jammed?

and everything you do is always dammed?

Do you always seem to catch the red light?

and you never seem to do anything right.

Do you try to make everyone happy, not sad?

but someone always ends up mad.?

If I changed my name

Would you treat me the same?

I hide to cry

I hide to cry

because I have no where to call my own and "happily ever after" is a land too far away,just after once- upon- a- time; just this side of the rainbow and no one really cares anyway

I hide to cry

because I know I will never leave this place and dreams don't really come true its just all make- believe

and it really doesn't matter

I hide to cry

because my weakness brings my tears and I have no one to hold me close no one here who loves me

I hide to cry

because I embarrass the moon and she is my only friend but she's too far away to hold my hand

Saddend Guilt

As I look into the mirror,

I cannot give myself a name.

Through all these lies I've hidden,

and lost myself in shame.

The doors will never open to this castle I have built

set aside is my pain,

so remains this saddened guilt.

failure

To try and try and yet come up short,

to hang my head

while giving report,

not able to make anything right

turns brightest day to darkest night.

Amidst thoughts of strength to find myself weak

brings a gut-wrenching pain of which my heart cannot speak.

Failure has never been part of my plan.

I curse times I don’t,

when I know that I can.

My standard,

my goal,

my hope is perfection,

yet I am met with regret,

rebuke and rejection.

Failure is a companion

I have grown to despise,

its taunts and its laughs are not found in your eyes.

Purgatory 2

I so desperately

cling to

I try to smile

but my eyes betray me

I try to cry

but the tears won't flow

I bitterly eavesdrop on a world that betrayed me

Their lives go on

While mine

is a purgatory

from which I may

never return

Purgatory

The rage and grief begin to fade

The constant ache

of loneliness

retreats

Emotions fade

to nothingness

as a numbing fog steals over my very soul

The only true feeling is fear

I feel myself stepping out of my body

Watching as my world crumbles

through sightless eyes,

empty soul

I fear

I'll never again feel passion

and joy

or even the anger

or despair

shattered

You let me down when I needed you most!

Your razor tongue slashed my soul!!

You chose to attack when my defenses were down!!!

how could you be so cold?

You'll never know the pain you caused

Or the grief and loss I feel.

I've wondered over the days and weeks

if my broken heart will heal.

Our memories are tempered

with bitterness,

But now,

I'll close the door!

I wish i could fly away

Hate is Love

in a way only friends show,

Cold stares linger in the walls

of deception,

A broken soul to

wither to dark skies

The reality

seeping through my mind,

Clashing hearts,

Yet one of a kind.

Crucified words

To the point

that nothing

Means

something.

Those eyes

When I look at your eyes

I stop myself from crying

When I'm alone and think about your eyes

I cry.

I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again

That I'll never see the love or the sweetness

Or the love that makes you who you are.

One day you'll be gone -

gone from me.

Gone from this world.

No matter what happens,

those eyes will one day close

And forever rest in peace.

EMO(emotional)

Inhale...

A blank expression

I ask myself where do we go when we die?

yea i know you probably dont know

but i do know where i go

i go knowhere

because am already here

i made it to this asylum

full of isolation

of demoralization

i dont know how i made it here

but the truth is i've always been here

in this world

full of

llies,

betrayel,

disconsolation

my soul bleeds

my soul in search for love

just one second of affection,

of appreciation

but yet i find nothing

i find what i've always felt

rejection

elimination,

repudiation,

frustration,

Exhale...

I wish you would love me

As I lay here in my dark,

and lonely room,

filled with sadness , and with gloom.

I listen for your breathing,

but it's not there.

I reach to touch you,

but touch only air.

In my heart is a loneliness that I alone must bare.

I feel all around me there is no one who really cares.

So, forgive me if I must cry out

"Is This What Life Is All About?"

to feel so empty, and cast out.

Dont really want to..

How do you walk away from someone you love

And take the road of friend;

Can you reroute the course you have taken

And start over once again?

I don't really want to let you go

But inside me I know I must;

The times we've loved . . .

the times you've left

My heart says stay . . .

but it's my mind I must trust.

Agonistic

Thinking of you - acid rain falls

or are those tears which burn fiery paths of hurt down my face and on my neck

where Ican't swallow or breathe

can this choking be my end?

Yes -but the pain has just begun as the heart thirsts for love

but only soaks in anguish

which drains it of life -

tearing a jagged scar

a raw wound

open and

screeching

echoing through a tortured mind

then time is the enemy

all that remains is a skeleton

of agonistic spirit